13. Susie’s room
Back in her room she went straight for her purse and her pillbox. She picked out a whole tablet and washed it down with another bottle of Perrier. Then she called her mother’s house again. No-one would be home. She could not remember if she had told her mother that she was staying at the Boulevard. No doubt she would assume that Susie was in the middle of all the chaos, so this time Susie left a proper message, informing her mother that yes, she was staying at the Boulevard, and it was chaos, but everything was under control and that she would call once everything calmed down, which would probably be tomorrow.
Perhaps she should call her agent. Or the producer’s people. Bad idea. You don’t want to get them worried and talking. Who knows, she might come out okay. There was a lot of hotel stuff in the street. They couldn’t , wouldn’t check every single piece and fragment for her fingerprints. Not to find out who killed some terrorists. All this worry might be for nothing.
She went out onto the balcony. The helicopter was gone. She hadn’t even noticed it leaving. Listening for it she could hear the party on the rooftop. She walked over to Genghis’ side of the balcony and peered around the wall. She wasn’t spying, wasn’t doing anything really, just looking. His curtains were still closed anyway, so it was not like she could see in. His balcony furniture made her jealous. He was right about the fingerprints. But it might have bought her some time. Maybe she can still talk him around. Everything is worth a try.
Maybe if she had been wearing something more seductive than a tracksuit. She contemplated her unfinished packing. Maybe it was time to change out of the tracksuit. But everything was crushed. Crushed and creased in her panicked attempt to flee. Anything she could seduce would need pressing and it was all too much effort. She laid on one of the beds, between two open suitcases, just so she could close her eyes for a moment. The room was so bright. Her sunglasses were in Genghis’ room. He had her sunglasses. And a full complement of furnishings and fixtures. All she really wanted was his palm tree. He could keep the table and chairs. Just the palm tree. When she pushed hers off the balcony it was going to scare them away. It was going to land at their feet and they would look up and see all the little palm trees waiting on all the little balconies and they would stop. But that one man, a small man, had run out. It was already falling and it hit him and she saw pieces of the pot fly and a spray of dark soil and then he was dragged away by others of them and they kept moving closer and she kept throwing stuff, but then everyone in the hotel was.
It was very real. Not like a cartoon. It played so vividly in her head. It was like she was at street level watching the pot fall, instead of on her balcony. She saw it fall and hit him and he fell at the same speed as the pot and they hit the ground together and the pot exploded and when they dragged him away his head was like a ball of potting mix, but smaller than a head and muddy.
She sat up and tried to shake the images from her head, tried to replace them with her suitcases and piles of clothes. “Genghis” she said. He hadn’t been hit by a pot plant. His head was fine. She grabbed her pillbox and stuck it in a pocket. Let’s go see Genghis. As soon as she was in the hallway, and the door to her room shut behind her, the panic attack stopped. It took a while for her heart rate and breathing to return to normal. She spent it walking up and down the hallway, just on the off chance that a door to one of the other rooms might have been left open. Of course they were all firmly closed. She returned to Genghis’ door and knocked. Her prepared face faded. She knocked again. Maybe the furniture thing had freaked him out. He is not going to answer or he has gone back up to the bar. He doesn’t want to have anything else to do with her lunacy. Her troubles. Her police record. Leaning against the door jamb she pinched the bridge of her nose, like her mother used to do when they had been running amuck all night and refused to settle. Going back to her room right now was not an option, and if he was up in the bar it was going to awkward. She could just wander around the hotel. There was another bar on the second floor, overlooking the street. That would have been a great place to be during the riot. There was a click of the door handle being turned and Susie immediately stood up straight. Her smile was genuine. It was like she was being saved from something. And he hadn’t fled.
Inside there was food on the table: things to nibble, the remains of a steak dinner, a pot of coffee and another bottle of champagne.